Possessed Idiots and Deadly Demons: Abhay K
Dostoevsky
Harrowing prophet,
impassioned, irrational
sick and spiteful
how could you be otherwise
your father murdered by his own serfs
you and your Petrashevskian friends
arrested for treason without rhyme or reason
sentenced to death by the deadly bullets of the firing squad
miraculously rescued seconds before triggers were to be pulled
shipped off to Siberia for metamorphosis
to live in the house of the dead
but you came out a true believer,
with a new mission to return the world to God
you heroically fought battles within your soul
through tormented Raskolnikov, chafed Stavrogin, atheist Ivan Karamazov
and an army of charismatic devils, saintly prostitutes, mystic terrorists
possessed idiots and deadly demons in a fallen world.
Akhmatova
Anna
your requiem-meditations
condemned and censored
under the shadow of terror
your close ones disappeared
one by one
without a trace.
Like storms, husbands and lovers
came your way-
Gumilev, Modigliani, Osip,
and countless others,
none could possess you though for long
friends left you for greener pastures
and you became a poem without a hero,
your eternal confusion
still haunts the world
‘who is beast, who is man?’
Alexander Blok
Your lonely apartment by the canal
carries images of a bygone age,
age before the torment began
and the thugs took over
your peace,
your poetry,
your life
and the life of your whole generation.
You rightly said-
‘night, a street, a lamp, a drug store, a senseless wan light,
live another quarter of a century- all will be the same,
there is no way out.’
Yet my spirit believes in change
a human family
the whole planet as home.
Gogol
Your long nose,
and even longer overcoat
can still be seen wandering
on the Nevsky Prospect
at odd hours
guarded by an army of dead souls.
Gogol, are you still enamoured
with heaven on a marshy land,
why disguise yourself
as an inspector general, a police chief
or a lowly clerk,
don’t you know
tsars and communists have left St. Petersburg?
Pushkin and Natalia
A poet lived here
on the banks of the river Moika
with his young wife,
her name was Natalia,
she had two sisters,
they had four children,
the poet had fallen in love
with this young damsel of sixteen
who never understood the depth of his love,
she loved balls
so the poet brought her to St. Petersburg- the imperial capital
he rented eleven rooms with servants
for five years,
but could only live there for four months in all
before he was killed in a duel,
the poet was provoked by an officer
young and dashing,
who admired Natalia a lot,
he had to save his honour
so he challenged him to a duel
though he always knew
he was not great with the gun,
Natalia was young and beautiful
the poet did all he could,
for the happiness of the lady he loved so much
his only love
today Natalia is dead but the poet lives
in the hearts of millions.