Normally if a father happens to exist: Narendra Jain
Translated from Hindi by Bharatbhooshan Tiwari
Blacksmith at the City Square
The place where Vidisha’s Lohabazar begins
right there at the square the roads lead to all four directions
one towards Banskuli
one towards the station
towards busstop one
and one towards the cremation ground
That is where on the market day on Mondays
blacksmiths sit at one side
with sickles, axes, nutcrackers
and trowels
they keep pleading with every passerby
to buy something from them
hardly a handful of things get sold
by the evening
A little further ahead
there is a new billboard on display
at iron merchant
Mohsin Ali Fakhruddin’s shop
‘Buy Tata’s sickles for
sharp edge and sturdiness’
This is the same Tata sickle whose
design resembles the election symbol
of the left parties
The Tatas have the sickle
The hammer, the ear of corn and salt too
What does the blacksmith sitting on the square have
Besides consummate hunger
The Reaction
An invisible concentration camp is cast wide
after reaching home from the school
he has
thrown away at once his school bag with disdain
that heavy school bag
full of books and notebooks
At this moment
the boy is holding
the string tied to a kite
and he is out of the concentration camp
These days of Baisakh
mark the beginning of relief for him
now it is just him and the kites
which exist in the universe
Registering his intervention
against this torture
a Kankauwa stuck in the peepal branches
is fluttering incessantly
The Notion
The Black makes its way into the White
the moment this process ends
the White gets ruined
A few stars twinkle in the darkness above
the memory recalls traditional festivities
There exists a system behind everything
an absolute notion
A boy is steadily pouring
the tea into cups from the kettle
there is a steadiness in everything
that the nurse clad in white collar does
her balanced treatment with a wound
her patient eyes watching the dripping blood
Vigilant are the two mosquitoes sitting on the window
Before their next assault
With its own notion the sun sets somewhere
if someone is thirsty
His thirst recognizes its own water
Watching the black blended totally within
the White quietly mourns some place.
A poem from the Vidisha Diary Series
The households in which the shirts of an elder brother
are used by a younger one
shoes, chappals and trousers too
are put to use year after year in the same way
They come to Banskuli once in a while
to tighten the trousers at waist by an inch
Or to get darned the clothes that are torn at the knees
Normally if a father happens to exist in such houses
he wears a weather-beaten jacket
and a livid shirt made of flannel
which now can’t even afford buttons made of cotton
Ten steps further from
the darner’s shop, Rais Ahmed
sitting amid old musical instruments
keeps playing a melancholy tune on his clarinet
Is it a tune or
he is trying to darn the torn times of himself.