My tongue went black: Nakul Krishna
Two Poems in Modern Styles
1
Neck deep in beach sand
A morning prank gone evening sour
Who are these strangers walking
towards me from the horizon?
Crustaceans, perhaps
Vanguard for the rising tide.
2
Those who know to read
the language of the almanacs
know to expect eclipses,
know to expect eclipses
to pass. To those who know
to read the language of
the almanacs, the midday dark
comes punctual, no surprise,
predictable as dusk, as dawn.
Two Poems in Mediaeval Styles
1
My eyes went out
from staring too long at Him
Yet the clobber
of His departing hooves
went tlot-tlot in my ears
and I did not complain
My ears were deafened
from listening too long
to His reproaches
Yet the flavours
of His evening torso
lay sweet, lay bitter,
against my tongue
and I did not complain
My tongue went black
from naming Him too often,
Yet His scents sat rank
in the noontime air
and I did not complain
My breath was smothered
from breathing too much of Him
Yet His heart kept beating
warmly against mine
and I did not complain
My body burns away
from feeling Him hot
against my skin too long
but I do not complain
He is mine alone
while He singes me
2
I have no bathing things, I whimper, frantic.
There’s no one else about, He says. And what
have you got to hide from me anyway?
It’s cold, I cry. And dirty. Only for
the first few seconds, He assures me. Look –
I’ve found us a nice clean spot here. But I
can barely swim. You can swim well enough.
I’ve been watching you practise when you thought
no one was looking. Will you save me if
I drown? I’ll try if you will let me. Out
of pretexts, I undress, gauche under His
impassive gaze – how quite absurd to ask
Him please to look away. All gooseflesh in
the morning cold, I leap. I gasp. It’s cold,
it’s colder even than I feared. Just for
a moment, I can’t see Him anywhere.
I try a stroke, I fail, I have a cramp.
I scream, I sink, I sink, I drown, I drown.
I do not feel his arms about me pulling
me back onto the bank, but know the ground
beneath us is solid, and dry except
for clumps of dewy grass, and know those to
be lips, His lips, above my own, and that
a face, His face, dark, blue, but not from cold.
I cough, I wetly splutter, tease: if all
you wanted was to kiss me, you should just
have asked.