FOR NOWThe sun does still make time for now, The dark mark its distance for now. Red threads the streetlight’s eye, the Monarch alights on the sill for now. The skies are suddenly crowded; people hide and are taken ill for now. Far below on patterned earth A plane is a shadow on the hill for now. You dreamt of us in a crash But love me you did and will for now. MY EYES HURTNo book to blow the mind, my eyes hurt. No payoff in the drugs, my eyes hurt. Parents say I’m a failure, my eyes hurt. I say I’m a failure, my eyes hurt. Diesel in my face, my eyes hurt. Trucker could have killed me, my eyes hurt. Tamil on the streets, my eyes hurt. How lovely I can hear it, my eyes hurt. The room is bleached of colour, my eyes hurt. No wind moves in the curtain, my eyes hurt. Too hot to love the flesh, my eyes hurt. Too near to know the truth, my eyes hurt. Then I long for you, my eyes hurt. How easy it is, my eyes hurt. LOOKING FOR LOVEI am magnifying my way through Archie comics, looking for love. I am ten foot tall, looking for love. I am wandering through Europe, looking for love. I am stumbling on America, looking for love. I am experimenting in Antarctica, looking for love. I am driving through Africa, looking for love. I am inward in India, looking for love. I am at the beach, dreaming of my grandfather. ART IN INDIAArt in India is a cane chair in my grandfather’s flat. He’d sit it out at the top of the steps and watch the sea. Art in India is things that are imported and then made to seem as if they weren’t and things made for export and made to seem of import, things locally made and exquisitely disguised and things that are assembled from everywhere and proud of it. Art in India is to sit and have coffee on, a way of speaking, a person to say it to. Once I was walking down the road and saw Art in India drive past. I blew it some hard kisses and it honk-honked a reply. |
lovely, vivek. took me back to a day of feverish exchange on a hill station.. love, sharad