आज़ादी विशेषांक / Freedom Special

अंक 13 / Issue 13

Words Like This: Mamta G. Sagar

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Words

mamta-words.jpg Why are words like this?

Black drizzling drops
the form given to the white space!

Why are words like this?

Visible, but soundless;
Those invisible are also heard.

Do Not Walk Into Me

mamta-donot.jpg You should not walk into me like this;
like
the emerald-eye in the peacock-plume.
We have never
spoken to each other;
we haven’t spent time
sitting next to each other;
yet
the hearts beat
like thunder before the rains.
A thousand eyes for this desire
A tongue of fire has this desire
why does it linger here
creeping its way in –
between us?
The veins burn, the body shivers
like cluster of stars set ablaze.
Let’s not talk –let me dissolve in you
like the thick green spread
o’er the valley, like
the blue mixed in the ocean.My child holds me by the finger,
gently tugs at it.

Sometimes… it’s like this.

Talking About Dharma/Adharma

mamta-dharma.jpg hara hara mahadeva!
shouts from throats filled with poison
rends these bodiespoison in the throat
seeps into the vein,
poison of the mind
renders the body bluespreads blue poison across the sky
turns the corals and pearls in the ocean’s depth blue
this is the time
the cradle of death swings with a lullaby
laa… laa… la lullaby

child, take care –
the butcher’s knife glistens
in the pool of flesh and blood
just two inches below the navel
sharpness slits through
even before the scream is out
manliness is proved and achieved

The breast, the vagina,
breast-milk, the monthly
flow of blood – have all
different meanings
in the politics of dharma

here, hands, feet, head, torso,
love, affection, sorrow
are all soaked in blood

a wink of sleep for the pain
a tear or two for the hated
a little compassion in the heart
that is dharma

For My Mother

mamta-mother.jpg To the touch
of a finger,
soft, the rose;
its petals, all tender —
petal to petal flows
the rosy hue.O’er the lips, the spread
of a rosy smile; between
the pages, the single petal
is a trapped pink butterfly;
opened many days after,
the pages show the vanish
of both pink and rose;
in its place, a transparent petal.without a trace disappeared
the rose; has it gone away,
just like that, without
a word, a question? Without
sound or ado, stealthily,
it went away; and
the pink of the rose
erased the rose itself
and merged with the breeze.

I remember my mother;
the drops of pain she withheld
from me, I now hold within me.

Like This

mamta-likethis.jpg Like this,
on the page
“the song”
like the tattooed design
is the song
from the page the word sounds,
sound the words one behind the other;
chain of words-sound
let float in the breeze… there the song!

Now
on the page
the song is the words
silent is the song.

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